There was such a long time When I felt that one mistaken choice just followed another It always seemed they each had line after line But not one turned out any better than the other I look back and remember how I had lost so much hope I had success, and acceptance, and the promise of more But I had become so lost in what matters, I had let them tie their rope There were knots I couldn’t break until the day you opened that door Now here I am nearly twelve months from the day Not anxious or saddened or consumed with the next material goal There’s not fear in my core or nightmares to wash away And I said I couldn’t trust again, so I guess I’m breaking my own rule There’s so much imperfection in both of our lives Yet somehow we help make each other whole as we try Somehow we help each other to live and not just survive Somehow your consistency is something on which I’ve come to rely To be so comfortable with someone who doesn’t pretend To be so close to someone who lets me be so real To be so loved even when my stubborn pride won’t bend Is what has let my heart be for only you to finally steal Our memories are now the silliest, angriest, and happiest pieces of my past The present peace and calm is something onto which I can hold All our gripes, kisses, and laughs remind me I’m sure I want this to last I pray in our future, love will be the story which is told. --Written by Sandy Heights