Rerun

I swear don’t want to be proud anymore
But every day I seem to want you more
And I don’t really know what you’re asking for
But I do know what my heart races for

Everyone says that I should move on
And I’m pretty sure you’ve gone on
But whenever our eyes have to catch
I swear the beats in my heart catch

I can avoid your eyes the whole damn day
But it takes one glance to ruin my day
We don’t talk like we used to at all
And sometimes, like you, I want to leave it all

I know my eyes have to show it too
Why won’t you ask if I loved you too?
Everything reruns through my mind
And I swear I am going out of my mind

No one knows that I still want to find
What I should no longer really find
I’m too proud to look in the open
And you’re too proud to let it come open

Do you really still want to be proud?
Why do I still have to be so proud?
If you would just please bend a little
I would bend much more than a little

But you still won’t say a thing, will you?
If I said what I thought, would you?
I need to move on to another season, but I stand still...
You know there’s something about you still…

--Written by Sandy Heights
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