I swear don’t want to be proud anymore

But every day I seem to want you more

And I don’t really know what you’re asking for

But I do know what my heart races for


Everyone says that I should move on

And I’m pretty sure you’ve gone on

But whenever our eyes have to catch

I swear the beats in my heart catch


I can avoid your eyes the whole damn day

But it takes one glance to ruin my day

We don’t talk like we used to at all

And sometimes, like you, I want to leave it all


I know my eyes have to show it too

Why won’t you ask if I loved you too?

Everything reruns through my mind

And I swear I am going out of my mind


No one knows that I still want to find

What I should no longer really find

I’m too proud to look in the open

And you’re too proud to let it come open


Do you really still want to be proud?

Why do I still have to be so proud?

If you would just please bend a little

I would bend much more than a little


But you still won’t say a thing, will you?

If I said what I thought, would you?

I need to move on to another season, but I stand still…

You know there’s something about you still…


–Written by Sandy Heights

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